Almost a year time goes by.. But grief and pain in my heart is still flowing.

"Ya Allah.. What do you want from me? What should I do? That you always hear my words from there?"

Now on my mind, I can only praying for her happiness. Only feeling happy for her happiness.. Although up to now she is still telling more bad about me to her friends, and our big-family.

Is that the way she loves me? As the only one her daughter...

I still love you here and miss you in my every time, although you will be late to know..

"Ma, with all my love.. I forgive all of your mistake. In fact, no reason for me.. Just you are the only one mother who made me born into this world. Love you Ma.."