Even though I'm young, the pain is the same
Just because I don't know the world very well
Doesn't mean that I don't know pain
Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That's why I
Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die
No matter how much you push me away
I'll hold onto you until the end
So that you won't be able to go anywhere
If you're really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn't a joke, then I
Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die
We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can't do that, I can't
I can't let you go, even if I die
I really can't let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can't let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die
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Only Hope
Posted by Ms. ShineDowi at 8/20/2011 11:03:00 am
There’s a song that’s inside of my soul.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you’re my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I’m giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you’re my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I’m giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.
Confusing in mind
Posted by Ms. ShineDowi at 8/10/2011 07:29:00 pm
So many opportunity that I passed by. . .Everything cz all people that I love'.
So many...So many...A lot for them all
But they said like I never do something best for them, Until I never ask to my self *how about my feeling?*
Allah...Please give a way to hold me from my sadness. Let I give my sincere n my shiny to them all... That I must leave all what I dreamed ? One by one them going to far n leave me here lonely.
"F*****r : Go out here ! And never back, and never call me your f*****r again cz I never have daughter now !"
"M*****r : It's up to you now. I didn't have anything to help you reach what you want, be realizing...Let do like what I want, and never go out_staying here forever. Never see your dream like dreaming, you didn't have anything more able."
"B*g Bro : See our lilbro's future. Let we make he finish his school... Take some work to make your finance well."
"L*l Bro : You are very lucky, not like me...They never care me !"
All say full of presure. Make me depress n can't control my feeling. *That they said I must do ? Leave all I dreamed... N be like they need n they want*
Thanks for everything thatworst n best you give to me Allah. I need you, Please caring all people that I love much...
Now I just stuck, How I must do now ? Still with my dream or Do that they dream...
So many...So many...A lot for them all
But they said like I never do something best for them, Until I never ask to my self *how about my feeling?*
Allah...Please give a way to hold me from my sadness. Let I give my sincere n my shiny to them all... That I must leave all what I dreamed ? One by one them going to far n leave me here lonely.
"F*****r : Go out here ! And never back, and never call me your f*****r again cz I never have daughter now !"
"M*****r : It's up to you now. I didn't have anything to help you reach what you want, be realizing...Let do like what I want, and never go out_staying here forever. Never see your dream like dreaming, you didn't have anything more able."
"B*g Bro : See our lilbro's future. Let we make he finish his school... Take some work to make your finance well."
"L*l Bro : You are very lucky, not like me...They never care me !"
All say full of presure. Make me depress n can't control my feeling. *That they said I must do ? Leave all I dreamed... N be like they need n they want*
Thanks for everything thatworst n best you give to me Allah. I need you, Please caring all people that I love much...
Now I just stuck, How I must do now ? Still with my dream or Do that they dream...
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- Who's Ms. Shine Dowi ?,, Was born in Bandar Lampung, the capital town-district from Lampung Province. In 1986, as the 2nd child from her parents she lifes with prematurely condition in health. Always stay at home and did everything to close. That premature's didn't make her stop to growing fastly in academic, art, and sport. Not only have good condition when doing her life but the worst time often come to make her mental up and down surely. Like in 5 years old, Shine's beginning to swimmer athlete. Haven't time for relaxing when the morning come until bed-time, just did the best schedule had. 1993, Shine joined to Elementary and continued her Junior High-school in 1999. The last of school grade, She finished her High-school when aged 17th of year and 10 month in 2005. She memorised always found RED-point for her health grafic, and didn't school for 2 weeks. But she still loved to active for school of theatre. Shine come to College of Pharmacy Major. And in 2007, the 1st time she trully failed for academic, downed_hard depression. Walked into 3 years, She had better condition. And focus to reach her dream back. GANBATTE!
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